19 December

Becoming a creature with a body, she had reached one of her biggest dreams.
Looking at the world around her, she had grown and grown, until she'd become
an individual. But just because she had been inspired by the world, didn't mean
that she had to be like everything around her. She didn't have to have the same
boundaries, and follow their behaviors, just simply be herself.

She could be small, huge, and even invisible. She could change the shape of her
outside as much as she wanted, as long as she was true to her inside.

However painful the bear-trap had been, it had taught her this. This and that even
though things in life could be so painful that she simply could find no way out, that
the thought of giving up never would be an option.

This was what the little demon thought about, as she'd walked out from the forest,
and got stroked by the beautiful view of a lake in the sunset. The water in the lake
shimmered in the sunset, in a calm and inviting way, and for a moment the little
demon was about to cry...

The forest had taught her a valuable lesson about who she was... But still "a purpose
in life" was missing. What made her so sad was not that she still hadn't found it,
but that she once had such a beautiful purpose in life, by guarding that valuable thing.
The water would forever remind her of her millions of years in the depth, guarding
her beloved friend... But even if she would return into the depth, the purpose she
once had there, where not there anymore, and therefor it would  never be a home
again.

"I have to find my purpose" She whispered down towards the shimmering water
"Cause I know that it's not until I found my new purpose, that my spirit can find
peace... And maybe everything I've learned about myself will be of use there."

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AAHH!!!! This day is my last day of work before Christmas!!!!! CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY HERE I COME

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This is a part of an advent calendar! I upload a part of this story everyday, and on Christmas the story will be complete. 
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